Category: Meditation

  • Small Vespers: Service of Evening Light

    Joseph Martinka — Spiritual Hub

    ✥ Small Vespers: Service of Evening Light ✥

    Adapted for inclusive devotion and personal or community use


    1. Opening Blessing

    Leader:
    Blessed is our God, the Fountain of Light and Love, now and always, and unto ages of ages.

    All:
    Amen.


    2. The Evening Prayers (Introductory)

    Leader:
    Glory to You, O God, Source of all mercy.
    Glory to You, O Word, Light of the world.
    Glory to You, O Spirit, Giver of peace.

    All:
    Holy and undivided Trinity, dwell within us and make this evening holy. Amen.


    3. The Psalm of Evening (Psalm 103, abridged)

    Bless the Lord, O my soul; O Lord my God, You are clothed in majesty and light.
    You stretch out the heavens like a tent,
    You make the clouds Your chariot, and You walk upon the wings of the wind.
    You send forth springs into the valleys,
    and all creation drinks from Your bounty.
    How manifold are Your works, O Lord;
    in wisdom You have made them all.
    Glory to You forever.


    4. The Great Litany (Peace Litany)

    Leader:
    In peace let us pray to the Lord.

    All:
    Lord, have mercy.

    Leader:
    For the peace from above, and the love that holds all things, let us pray.

    All:
    Lord, have mercy.

    Leader:
    For those who seek healing, and for all creation’s renewal, let us pray.

    All:
    Lord, have mercy.

    Leader:
    For rest this night, forgiveness of our sins, and hearts filled with compassion, let us pray.

    All:
    Lord, have mercy.

    Leader:
    For all people of faith and goodwill, that light may overcome all darkness, let us pray.

    All:
    Lord, have mercy.

    Leader:
    For this holy place, for all who gather in love and peace, let us pray.

    All:
    To You, O Lord.


    5. “O Lord, I Have Cried” (Psalm 141, shortened)

    O Lord, I have cried to You, hear me;
    receive my prayer as incense before You.
    Let my heart be gentle and my spirit steadfast,
    that I may rest in Your love through the watches of the night.


    6. Hymn of Light (Phos Hilaron)

    O Joyful Light of the Holy Glory
    of the Living and Eternal One,
    Holy and Blessed are You.
    Now that the sun has set and evening comes,
    we sing praise to You—
    Giver of Life and Radiance of the world.
    We glorify You, O Loving God,
    for in Your light we see true Light.


    7. The Prokeimenon of the Evening

    Leader:
    The Lord is my strength and my song,
    and has become my salvation.

    All:
    The Lord is my strength and my song,
    and has become my salvation.

    Leader:
    I shall not die but live,
    and declare the works of the Lord.

    All:
    The Lord is my strength and my song,
    and has become my salvation.


    8. Prayer for the Evening

    O God of mercy and light,
    who makes the day to pass and the night to come,
    receive our prayers as the fragrance of evening incense.
    Grant us peace of heart,
    forgiveness for what we have failed to love,
    and rest from all anxiety.
    Guard us under the shadow of Your wings,
    and bring us to the morning renewed in faith and joy.
    For Yours is the kingdom, the power, and the glory,
    now and ever and unto ages of ages. Amen.


    9. The Aposticha (Evening Verses)

    In You, O Lord, I find my peace.
    You make the darkness luminous with Your presence.
    You call us from striving into stillness,
    from fear into trust,
    from weariness into Your gentle rest.


    10. Song of Simeon (Nunc Dimittis, Luke 2:29-32)

    Now let Your servant depart in peace, O Lord,
    for my eyes have seen Your salvation,
    which You have prepared before all peoples—
    a light to reveal You to the nations,
    and the glory of those who love You.
    Amen.


    11. Closing Prayers

    Leader:
    Let us commend ourselves and all creation to the mercy and love of God.

    All:
    To You, O Lord.

    Leader:
    Through the compassion of the Most High,
    and the grace of the Eternal Word,
    and the peace of the Holy Spirit—
    may our night be blessed, our rest be gentle,
    and our hearts awaken to joy.

    All:
    Amen.


    12. Dismissal

    Leader:
    May the blessing of God—
    the Eternal Light, the Living Word, and the Spirit of Peace—
    be upon you and remain with you always.

    All:
    Amen.

    (A brief chant, bell, or silence may close the service.)

    © Joseph Martinka
    Built with care • Peace to your home
  • Would Christ Have Come Even Without the Fall?

    Would Christ Have Come Even Without the Fall?

    Joseph Martinka — Spiritual Hub

    Would Christ Have Come Even Without the Fall?

    Reading the Gospel Through the Aramaic Lens and the Witness of the Fathers

    Introduction: Why This Question Matters to Me

    In my ongoing studies of theology and sacred language, I’ve been delving deeply into the Aramaic understanding of Jesus—the living context of his words, prayers, and teachings. This exploration has begun to reshape how I perceive the entire Christic message. Reading Scripture through Aramaic eyes reveals meanings that the Greek, Latin, and English translations can sometimes veil: faith as embodied trust, forgiveness as release, sin as disharmony, and the Kingdom as the active presence of God within and among us.

    From within this renewed lens, one profound question has stayed with me:

    If Adam and Eve had not sinned in the Garden, would Christ still have become incarnate?

    This inquiry is not merely speculative; it touches the very heart of divine intention, creation’s purpose, and the nature of Love itself. The reflections below seek to explore this question honestly, drawing upon the Aramaic Gospels, the early Church Fathers, and the broader mystical Christian tradition—to uncover what the Incarnation truly means, beyond the boundaries of sin and redemption.


    Summary (for skimmers)

    Many Latin-Western theologians (following Augustine and Aquinas) taught that Christ’s Incarnation was necessary because of human sin. Yet the Eastern tradition, several major Fathers, and the Franciscan (Scotist) school present a deeper vision: the Incarnation as God’s original intention—the cosmic “Yes” of Divine Love, not merely a rescue plan.

    The Aramaic worldview amplifies this mystical truth: faith as trust/alignment, “forgiveness” as release, the “Kingdom” as God’s present reign, and Christ as the unique manifestation (Iḥidaya) of Divine Oneness. In this light, even if Adam and Eve had not sinned, the Word’s embodiment would still stand as the natural fulfillment of creation.


    Why Aramaic Matters: Returning to Jesus’ Everyday Tongue

    Jesus spoke Aramaic, the living Semitic language of first-century Palestine. The earliest full Aramaic New Testament, the Syriac Peshitta, preserves a worldview closer to that of Jesus and his first followers.

    When read through this lens, the Gospel becomes less juridical and more relational, less abstract and more experiential:

    • John 1:1 (Peshitta): “In the beginning was the Miltha.”
      The Aramaic Miltha means manifestation, essence, creative word, not simply a spoken term. It implies the Divine Presence actively expressing itself through all creation.
    • John 3:16 (Peshitta): God gives His Iḥidaya—the Unique One—that humanity may find eternal life. The term conveys uniqueness and oneness more than biological begetting.
    • Luke 6:36: The Aramaic for “merciful” (rḥm) comes from the root meaning “womb.” God’s mercy, then, is womb-like love—nurturing, compassionate, creative.

    In short, the Aramaic idiom consistently reveals a theology of union, presence, and compassion—a vision deeply consonant with the mystical Fathers.


    Key Aramaic Nuances That Shift the Emphasis

    EnglishAramaic MeaningTheological Implication
    BelieveHayman — to trust, align, rely uponFaith as lived relationship, not mental assent
    Only-begotten SonIḥidaya — the Unique/Only OneChrist as the singular embodiment of divine unity
    Kingdom of GodMalkutha d’Alaha — active reign/presenceThe Kingdom as present reality, not distant realm
    SinKhata — to miss the markDisharmony to be realigned, not guilt to be punished
    ForgiveShbaq — to release, let goLiberation and restoration of wholeness

    These nuances transform Christianity from a courtroom to a communion—a participatory relationship where divine love restores harmony within creation.


    Two Great Streams on Why the Incarnation

    The Western “Felix Culpa” View (Augustine → Aquinas)

    In the Latin West, sin was central to the logic of the Incarnation. Humanity’s fall created a debt only divine love could repay.
    Aquinas writes:

    “If man had not sinned, the Son of Man would not have come.” (Summa Theologiae III, q.1, a.3)

    This tradition views Christ as Redeemer first, and the Incarnation as contingent upon the Fall.


    The Eastern and Mystical Vision (Irenaeus → Maximus → Scotus)

    In the East, the Incarnation is seen not as a repair, but as the fulfillment of divine intention.

    • St. Irenaeus (2nd c.) taught that Christ came to recapitulate all things (Eph 1:10), summing up creation and leading it to completion.
    • St. Athanasius (4th c.) declared, “God became man that man might become God [by grace].”
    • St. Maximus the Confessor (7th c.) proclaimed the Incarnation as “the pre-conceived goal of creation.”
    • Bl. John Duns Scotus (13th c.) later affirmed that even if no one had sinned, Christ would still have come, for the Incarnation was willed from eternity as the supreme expression of divine love.

    This vision finds resonance in the Aramaic worldview: God’s desire to be known and experienced in matter—Love becoming visible.


    Scripture at the Center: The Cosmic Christ

    John 1:1–3 — All things come to be through the Miltha; the Word is the light and life of humanity.
    Colossians 1:15–20 — Christ is the image of the invisible God; in Him all things hold together.
    Ephesians 1:9–10 — God’s purpose is “to sum up all things in Christ.”

    In this cosmic vision, the Incarnation is not an afterthought to sin but the pattern and purpose of creation itself.


    The Aramaic Emphasis in Context

    • Faith (haymanutha) is alignment with divine reality.
    • Mercy (rḥma) is womb-love—a mothering compassion at the heart of God.
    • The Son (Iḥidaya) embodies divine oneness.
    • Kingdom (Malkutha) is present divine presence.

    Thus, Christ is not reacting to sin but revealing the fullness of divine intent—creation’s destiny realized in flesh.


    Would Christ Have Come Without the Fall?

    From the Western juridical perspective: likely not.
    From the Eastern and Aramaic perspective: inevitably yes.

    “Creation itself is a movement toward Incarnation.”
    Sin makes redemption necessary,
    but Love makes embodiment inevitable.

    The Incarnation, in this sense, is the flowering of creation, not its repair. The Cross still redeems the broken, but the Incarnation reveals the purpose for which all things exist: union with Divine Love.


    Pastoral and Mystical Implications

    1. Theosis over legalism — The spiritual life is about participation in divine life, not mere pardon.
    2. Sacraments as presence and release — Each sacrament becomes an act of divine alignment and restoration.
    3. Christ at the heart of the cosmos — All creation points toward and through Him.
    4. Ecumenical unity — This vision bridges East and West, faith and mysticism, theology and embodiment.

    Sources and Citations

    • Peshitta (Syriac New Testament) — John 1:1; John 3:16; Luke 6:36 (Dukhrana & Gorgias resources)
    • AquinasSumma Theologiae, III, q.1, a.3
    • IrenaeusAdversus Haereses (on recapitulation)
    • AthanasiusOn the Incarnation
    • Maximus the ConfessorAmbigua
    • John Duns ScotusOrdinatio III, d.7, q.3
    • Colossians 1:15–20; Ephesians 1:9–10; John 1:1–3 (Scriptural support)

    Closing Reflection

    If Miltha means “the Manifesting Presence,” then the Incarnation is not a divine reaction but a revelation of what has always been true: God’s love seeking full expression in matter.

    Christ’s birth, life, death, and resurrection unveil the eternal movement of Love toward union—the Divine longing to be known through creation. Even without sin, that Love would still have spoken the same Word:

    “And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us.”

    © Joseph Martinka
    Built with care • Peace to your home
  • Reflection on Pilgrimage to Sedona and Flagstaff

    Reflection on Pilgrimage to Sedona and Flagstaff

    26 August 2025

    [Note: This article was originally written as a reflection essay as part of my studies for seminary. I share it here in its entirety for anyone who might gain spiritual insight or just for your enjoyment. – JM]

    Two Chapels, Two Messages of Love

    The Chapel of the Holy Cross, Sedona, AZ

    Yesterday, I was blessed with the opportunity to make a small pilgrimage to Sedona and its surrounding areas with my partner LeeAnn. This journey became not only an encounter with the beauty of God’s creation, but also a moment of deep renewal for my faith, vocation and spiritual studies.

    The red rocks of Sedona themselves speak of eternity. Rising from the earth in striking reds and oranges, they seem to form a natural cathedral—weathered yet majestic, silent yet filled with a voice that draws the soul toward awe. Against this sacred landscape stands the Chapel of the Holy Cross, a striking testimony of human faith set amidst the grandeur of nature. Its design appears to grow from the very rock, a reminder that our prayers and works of faith are not separate from creation, but rooted in it.

    Christ Crucified on the Tree of Life

    At the entrance of the Chapel stands the immense image of Christ Crucified on the Tree of Life. The sculpture is both arresting and consoling: Christ’s suffering is present, but so too is the symbol of renewal, as the cross itself becomes the living tree. Entering within, I was immediately surrounded by the glow of countless candles. Their trembling light seemed like a visible cloud of prayer rising before God.

    Closeup of the Crucified Christ

    Here, I lit candles and offered prayers—for the Ascension Alliance, the Ascension Theological Seminary, its leadership, clergy, and communities, those for whom I was asked to pray, and for the Shrine of Holy Wisdom in Tempe, which has become my home parish and the place where my vocation is nurtured. I also lifted before God the needs of my family and LeeAnn’s family, both living and departed, and I prayed for strength, guidance, and balance in my own studies. This moment touched me deeply as it bridged the Catholic piety of my childhood—so present in the sight of candles, statues, and chapels—with the interspiritual openness of my present journey. It felt as though the two streams of my life—past and present—met in harmony.

    Saint Francis and the Birds

    The small prayer grotto outside the Chapel, with its statues of the Guardian Angel and Saint Francis with the birds, reminded me of God’s gentle care. They spoke of guardianship and reverence for creation, echoing the lessons of my seminary studies: that ministry is rooted not only in service to people but also in harmony with all that God has made.

    From the Chapel we went downstairs to the Gift shop where we picked up small remembrances of this adventure including a small cross which contained a mustard seed inside of it and a prayer card of Our Lady of Victory. Although this was not our original intention and we had another plan in mind, these would serve as the perfect items for the little ritual we had wanted to perform. We were going to go to a different, more popular section of Oak Creek within Slide Rock State Park, just north of Sedona, however, on the way we instead felt called to stop at a different spot called Grasshopper Point, where I sought the healing presence of running water. This spot was out of the way and not as traveled, so the quiet and the solitude were just what we were looking for. We had a beautiful picnic lunch under the trees and then headed toward the creek. 

    The trek through the wooded canyon, over uneven rocks, forced me to pay attention to balance with every step. This became a meditation: life and ministry require the same attentiveness to balance—between work and rest, study and prayer, contemplation and action. At moments I faltered, but I was supported by LeeAnn’s steady presence, reminding me that none of us journeys alone. Our steps are strengthened by the physical companionship of those beside us, and the spiritual prayers of those who hold us in their hearts.

    The gentle stream, reminiscent of the love of God

    At the creek, I removed my shoes and stood in the rushing water. The current was cool and gentle, a flowing embrace of God’s creation. As I stood there, surrounded by the beauty of the canyon and forest, I felt a deep peace—a reminder of God’s providence and gentleness. I picked up a small piece of jasper from the water as a sign of this experience, a tangible reminder that God’s grace flows constantly, and that it is my task to remain open to its movement.

    The Entrance to the Chapel of the Holy Dove, Flagstaff, AZ

    Not ready to end the pilgrimage, we traveled north to Flagstaff and visited the Chapel of the Holy Dove. This humble wooden chapel carries its sanctity not in grandeur, but in simplicity. Every surface within—walls, altar, lectern, even the window sills—are covered in “graffiti” in the form of prayers, names, and words of thanksgiving left by pilgrims before me. What might at first seem like defacement, I experienced as consecration: the wood itself has become a living litany of human hearts lifted to God. The suspended cross before the great glass window, overlooking the open field, stands as a reminder that Christ is at the center of all these offerings.

    Our prayers and ritual for the Alliance and Shrine

    Together, LeeAnn and I prayed once more for the Ascension Alliance, the Seminary, its leadership and clergy, and for all who seek its life-giving presence. In a symbolic act of faith, we buried the mustard-seed cross and prayer card behind the chapel’s altar, asking God to let this offering become a prayer for growth. Just as a mustard seed becomes a tree, may the Alliance and Seminary grow in strength and love, watered by the prayers of its members and blessed by God’s grace.

    Our offerings and prayers

    This pilgrimage has renewed within me a sense of gratitude, balance, and purpose. In the grandeur of Sedona’s rocks, the stillness of chapels, the rushing of water, and the prayers of faithful hearts, I have felt God’s presence profoundly. I return strengthened in my resolve: to live in service, to study with diligence, to balance my    life with faithfulness, and to root my ministry in love.

    Thankfulness for the majesty of the love of God